Dead Horses

You were sweet like a summer breeze

Lavender skies and lily leaves

Waters turned to a softer peach

Bringing burns to memory

Fuzzy frolicking fielding green

Hiding feeling, stopping scenes

Blurring lines and busting seams

Breaking down supporting beams

And I wonder what it all means

To look at someone and be seen

Like a mirror, like a glass

All burned up for midnight mass

Taking names and take pass

Bludgeoned down by a lime-lit past

Don’t even ask

Don’t come around

Don’t try to pry me from the ground

It’s warm, it’s soft, it’s original home

It’s the welcome end to all my bones

Feeling fancy while reading tomes

And playing tones and eating scones

Blueberry, strawberry, and lemon meringue

You were depressed and I was inane

Fully insane by end of day

Don’t tell me why you slipped away

I’d rather not dig up ghosts of past pain

I’d rather leave those feelings to decay

Beat the horses before they play

Beat them dead and run away

Don’t say a word, don’t explain

It’s better when I never know your brain

Cut against the grain to swim upstream

In frigid waters and morning gleam

With chunks of ice that cut my scars

And fill my head with pools of tar

Which stink and slosh and slop around

Bring me down from higher heights

Those prickly fears that keep me alert at night

Fever dream pitches on a big sales day

Fever dream pitches on an opera stage

Stay finely stitched like a fresh printed page

In a fresh printed book of fresh printed plays

You were sweet like a summer breeze

Until the next dead winter frostbitten freeze